Myojo 5/07 - Jun - 涙

松本潤
涙って心が揺れたときに出るんだよ

映 画を見に行ったとき、感動して涙が出そうになると。。。ちょっと困るよね。ふだん、ハンカチとかティッシュなんて持ってないからさ、もし涙が流れたら、必 死にぬぐうよ(笑)。映画館といえば、子供のころ、家族で「フォレストガンプ」を見に行ったんだ。で、感動して泣きそうになったんだけど、家族の前で泣く のが恥ずかしくて、耐え切れずに、客席から飛び出してったことがあったなあ(笑)。幼稚園に入りたてのころは、しょっちゅう泣いてた。初めて親と離れて幼 稚園に行って、知らない人ばかりの環境が怖かったんだろうね。慣れるまで、よく泣いてたのは覚えてる。最近は、あんまり泣かないかな。うれしいときでも悲 しいときでも、心が揺れたときに出るもんなんだよね、涙って。だからかな、人の涙を見ると、ちょっと焦る。この間、いつも元気な人が落ちこんで、泣いてた んだ。俺は特になぐさめたりもせずに、ただ黙って見てただけ。必要最低限のことしか言えなかったんだけど、そういうときって、どういう言葉をかけてあげれ ばいいんだろうね。。。

Matsumoto Jun
When the heart is moved, tears emerge.

When I went to see the movie, I was moved and it seemed like tears were going to come.. a little troubling, ne. I usually usually don't carry a handkerchief or tissues so if tears began to fall, I would have to wipe my eyes frantically. (laughs) Speaking of movie theaters though, when I was a child I went with my family to see "Forrest Gump". There as a time when it seemed like I was about to cry, but crying in front of my family was embarrassing, so giving in to the feelings I up and ran out of the theater. (laughs) When I started kindergarten too, I was almost constantly crying. The first time I had to leave my parents and start kindergarten, it seemed like i was surrounded by strangers, I was so scared. I remember crying so much before I got used to it. Lately I don't cry much though. Whether its a happy or sad moment, when your heart is moved tears will come out, ne. So, when I see people's tears, I get a little impatient. Meanwhile, when people who are always happy get a little down, they cry. Especially for me, instead of comforting them, I can only shut up and watch. I can't say anything except the bare minimum, but for that situation what should I say to them anyhow ...

Myojo May Jun(sm)